I haven't posted anything lately because I have been missing my friend and not wanting to much of anything since she said she was leaving and now that she did. Don't misunderstand I am very happy for her to finally have found what everyone looks for their whole life, happiness. If there is anyone in this world that deserves happiness, it is definitely her. I am just sad she found it across the country. To me we have a very special friendship that has weathered storms and lots of sunshine. She is one of those very special people in life that once you meet her she treats you like you are family. I wish I was like her in ways that she pays attention to details about people, knows that someone is feeling down even when sometimes they don't realize it. She was a great force at work because she was the glue that held us together, in such little ways; decorating the Christmas tree, decorating for other holidays, organizing fundraisers, or even just pj and potluck night. Those are the things that kept morale at work up and I know we will still do those things but it won't have the same class that she always added to everything she did. If she had a party or a bbq, everyone wanted to be invited because you knew it was going to be amazing from the food to the decorations. She did work very hard to make them amazing but each one was worth everything she put into them.
I am going to miss shopping with her, she always knew where to find the best stuff for the best bargains. Emma is going to miss that too, she always got so excited when we met up at the stores.
Just today I had to go to one of our favorite stores and all I thought about was it wasn't the same without her. I thought it would get easier but so far it hasn't. Talking to her today just made me miss her more. I am glad that she does have a great support group back home and they will all help her get settled and take care of her, I just wish I was there too. I miss you Vick, more than you know.
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